Saturday, February 28, 2009

Thank You Cancer

In October of 2008 my daughter Tonya arranged some alternative treatment with Dr. Jon Porman in Arizona. Dr. Porman has done laser therapy, some water treatment, some body shaking thing and Body Talk on me. One of the first things Dr. P asked me to do was to write a thank you letter to cancer. For about 15 seconds I thought he was crazy...but then I knew where he was going. I had already had the thought that if I didn't have this "blessing" I wouldn't have any of the time I was utilizing. It takes alot of time to read, research and implement all the things you need to do to heal yourself. Suddenly I was in charge of being the administrator of my insurance, in charge of my health care, in charge of finding all the answers that doctors don't know, don't want to tell you or don't have the time to tell you and a hundred other things. Time was about to become my friend.

This was my letter:















Thank you cancer for giving me the time to:
rethink my life
realize how many things are trivial (no need to worry)
start getting organized
enjoy a long needed vacation
get out of the work-a-holic life I was in
learn more about the law of attraction
meet Dr. Porman & Jeff Goodman

Thank you cancer for allowing me to:
learn forgiveness
let go of my bitterness
see who my friends are
realign my priories
get away from an unpleasant job
get away from unpleasant co-workers
stop giving away my valuable time
re-evaluate my worth as a person (myself & others)
better appreciate time with my family

Next Dr. P asked me to realize the purpose of my life:
I believe my purpose:
is to live life to the fullest
to honor myself and God
to absorb and share knowledge

Of course there are days when I have to remind myself to be thankful but most days I don't have a problem....I am thankful for still being here and constantly having new experiences. I look forward to tomorrow and all the new things to come. I am thankful for family, true friends and people like Dr. Porman. I always thought we each have a porpose. We wait for God to show it to us and it was there all the time. We just didn't see it so God has to open our eyes to it. Blessings!

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