Invitation to a Pity Party

Today I made what is becoming my weekly trip to the doctor's office. Under the circumstances I really shouldn't complain but why stop now? I was told to contact my oncology doctor if I have pain or bleeding so when I started bleeding I gave them a call. I really don't know why I bother. If I have pain they just always say they don't know why I have pain. That's why I never called them the last two weeks when I was in pain but when I started bleeding I decided to give in. They sent me to my regular doctor to see if it was a urinary tract infection. No infection. I think Dr. Lindstrom was surprised at the fact they didn't want to see me. I suppose they want to rule out everything else before they deal with it. Dr. Lindstrom suspects cancer in the bladder. Now I need a new CAT scan and I have to go see a urologist. This sounds like more fun than I want to handle. I'm just too busy to deal with this plus, I have eaten enough wheat grass and green juice to kill a cow. I'm sure this is making me feel better.....I should be healed already. Okay, I know it doesn't work like that but I can dream, right? More later......
Blessings